First choice

Everybody needs to be someone's first choice. I tweeted this several days ago. And yes, it explains all my feeling rightly.

This is why I love my highschool friends so much cause every time they comeback from their far away college, I know that I will be the first person they want to meet up to. I know and feel that I'm their first choice, even though they never every said so (it would be very awkward actually, and I will laugh till die if they tell it :'D)

But on the other hand, I don't feel like I am a first choice for lets say Mr. X though he always told me so. Action speaks louder than words they said. And his act, even it is sweet sometimes, is not enough to prove what he said. And unfortunately, I am a nobody for him so I have no permission to ask him to do so. Is my explanation is hard to get? Ha-ha-ha I'm mumbling again..........

Well, see you later alligator ;)