Thoughts

Highschool life is sooooo-ooo-oo amazzzzing this days! AAAAAA tapi besok uas terus artinya, artinya, artinya............. kita udah mau pisah :___( tapi gaboleh sedih, soalnya seperti kata Diar Teguh, kita kan pisah tapi berhasil masing masing. Aaaamin!

Seventeen are really are amazing! Everyone's seventeen must be amazing. And I want to say THANKYOU GUYSSSS, again and again:*

Lovelife are being so sucks._. But I decided to enjoy it. Because this guy-whom i like-is an one of a kind. You will never found another guy like him. Seriously! Sooooo, daripada sedih mulu kan mending nikmatin aja u.u udah mau lulus juga lagian mehhehehehe

Sip! Byeeeeeee

Reblog

Wah uda lama banget ga nge post, rasanya jadi rindu -,-

numpang reblog dari tumblr nih

Reblog and bold what applies to your personality

my personality:

• i’m loud.
• i’m obnoxious.
• i’m sarcastic.
• i’m cocky.
• i cry easily.
• i have a bad temper.
• for the most part i don’t like people.
• i’m easy to get along with.
• i have more enemies than friends.
• i’ve smoked.
• i’ve smoked weed.
• i drink coffee.
• i clean my room daily.

my appearance:

• i wear makeup.
• i wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
• i wear contacts (sometimes)
• i wear glasses
• i have braces.
• i change my hair colour often
• i straighten my hair often
• i have a piercing
• i have small feet

relationships:

• i’m in a relationship now.
• i’m single.
• i’m crushin’.
• i’m in love.
• i’m always scared of being hurt.
• an ex has physically abused me at least once.
• i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
• i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
• i believe in love at first sight.
• i believe lust is more important than love.

friendships:

• i have a best friend.
• i have at least ten friends.
• i’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
• i’ve beaten up a friend.
• i’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
• i can trust at least five people with my life.

experiences:

• i’ve been on a plane.
• i’ve been on a train.
• someone close to me has died.
• i’ve taken a taxi.
• i’ve taken a city bus.
• i’ve taken a school bus.
• i’ve gone bungee jumping.
• i’ve made a speech.
• i’ve been in some sort of club.
• i've won an award
  
• i’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
• i’ve been in a physical fight

music:

• i listen to r&b.
• i listen to country.
• i listen to pop.
• i listen to techno.
• i listen to rock.
• i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
• i hate the radio.
• i download music.
• i buy cd’s.

television:

• i spend at least six hours a day watching television.
• i watch soap operas daily.
• i’m in love with days of our lives.
• i’ve seen and liked the o.c.
• i’ve seen and liked one tree hill.
• i’ve seen and like americas next top model.
• i’ve seen and like popular.
• i’ve seen and like 24.
• i’ve seen and liked csi.
• i’ve seen and like everwood.

family life:

• i get along with both of my parents.
• my biological parents are still together.
• i have at least one sister.
• i have at least one step brother/sister.
• i have at least one half brother/sister.
• i’ve been kicked out of the house.
• i’ve ran away from my home.
• i’ve sworn at my parents.
• i’ve made my parents cry.
• i’ve lied to my parents.
• i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.
• i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.
• i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.
• i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.

hair:

• i’ve been brown.
• i’ve cut my hair in the past year.
• i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
• i’ve been blonde.
• i’ve had black.
• i’ve been red.
• i’ve been light brown.
• i’ve been medium brown.
• i’ve been blue/green.
• i’ve gotten my hair thinned.
• i use conditioner.
• i’ve used silk therapy.
• i’ve used hot oil treatments.
• i’ve curled my hair.
• i’ve straightened my hair.
• i’ve ironed my hair.
• i’ve braided my hair.

school:

• i’ve yelled at a teacher.
• i’ve been suspended.
• i’ve had an in-school suspension.
• i’ve been sent to the principals office.
• i’ve walked out of class.
• i’ve skipped an entire day of school.
• i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
• i’ve failed a test.
• i’ve cheated on a test.
• i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
• i’ve failed art.
• i’ve failed p.e.
• i’ve failed math.
• i’ve failed science.
• i’ve failed another class.
• a teacher has called my parents

Finally

Finally, I feel this butterflies in my stomach again. Aaaaah its so beautiful yet hurting.

You know; if you dont care bout me, than why should I?
I try to let go, but you wont let me
I try to be hard, but I just can't
I try not to expect, but you make me
I try to believe that your love is real, but its just a hope
is it me who get it the wrong way?
or is it you?

the big question is...........
how do you feel? no one can ever read your mind, youre too complicated. do you even have heart? Aaaaaaah damn

i dont understand you, i cant understand you, i will never understand you
than, please let me know
or at last i'll give up on you....... hmm like... now?
im tired of all this shit
so thankyou, and goodbye.......