You know what?
You are the only reason I wake up every morning
Because, school is the only place where I can see you
Maybe this can answer the question why I skip classes these days
Because now I know that I'm not the reason why you wake up in the morning
I told everyone that I've already get over you
But the real thing is..........
Getting over you is not as easy as it seems
You've gave me a lot of memories to remember
Too much to forget
I like you. Much.
I know that you've gave me a bit of your heart, but its just not enough
I miss you. Much.
I know that you treat me as usual, just like the old days. But its just not enough
You're in love with someone else
And nobody can describes how much it hurts
The scar is deep down inside, till no one can see it
Everybody knows that I'm the queen of pretending
I know you know how I feels
But you seems to pretend that you're innocent
Maybe you try to be polite, but the truth is it just doubled my pain
I know you don't care about my feelings
I know you already have someone to be cared of
I know you are just not in to me
I know.......
I know.....................
But I just cant accept it, I cant believe it, I try to not face it
You gave me too much
Maybe you doesn't realize it
But really, its too much
I don't really understand what it means for you
These months
Its just it, right?
Summer fling? Or maybe no fling at all
Maybe its really you who wants to play
Really, I'm not a game
And you're not a player
You're just stupid
Too stupid to be true
Or maybe I'm the idiot
Who fell in love with a dumbass
Or may be fall, not fell
For now on, Bye!
Maybe 9 years later?
Ha ha ha, its alright to have a dream, right?
-Mellow things after 'Crazy Little Thing Called Love'
