I'm single and very happy

Disaat semua orang silih ganti jadian dan putus, gue masih tetap single -,- haha bukan bermaksud mau desperate desperate gitu kok, cuma pengen aje bilang. Kalo bahasanya Akbar: semua org pd fluktuasi, tp kita masih stagnan. Gue awalnya juga ga ngerti, dan ternyata Fluktuasi artinya berubah (maksudnya jadian dan putus) sedangkan Stagnan artinya tetap (jomblouwowoow).


Gue cuma terdiam.





Terdiam lagi.







Terus mikir...............







Kayaknya gue lebih seneng jomblo deh, I'm single and very happy~

Why?

All I wanted from the start was to be with you. God knows how much you meant to me, not only as a friend, but with deeper, greater feelings as well.

As you know me by now, this is a way for me to pour my heart out to you, to let you know it's crying and dying because you're gone.

You brought back the light into my life when all I could see was darkness, you brought back the smile to my face when all I could do was frown, but most important, you brought back the love and trust that I had lost for people and you brought it back twice as much for me to give to you than I had previously given before. We shared plenty of moments where we opened up to each other and shared our secrets, our feelings of happiness, sadness, sometimes anger and intimacy. And, we promised each other that no matter what, we would be together because fate had brought us to do so. But now you have decided that it's not what you longer want.

How can this be? Why now? Why now when my heart fully belonged to you? Why now when I was ready to be with you? Why now when I have fallen in love with you?

I find my fate has turned out so cruel; my fate is twisted, always getting my hopes up just to bring them back down again, but each time the pain comes back it's stronger and longer.

Why did you do this to me, when you knew I would have done anything for you, when you knew that all my dreams, wishes and hopes surrounded you, when you knew that not having you in my life would instantly kill my heart? I'm all shattered and everything I see is blue. But I know I can't change your mind and more importantly, I can't change what you feel in your heart, so all I can ask you is, why?

I missing you every single moment.....................

Classmeet

Mumpung lagi inget nih, gue sekalian mau cerita pas classmeet. Gila yeee, kelas gue kalah dua duanya cewek cowok. Di hari yang sama lagi ckck. Yang cewek sih kalah kayaknya gara gara gaada Titi, soalnya dia dengan enaknya pergi ke Bali errr. Gak banyak yang bisa diceritain ttg classmeet, kecuali itu seru banget and gue finding out kalo teriak teriaknya lebih seru daripada maennya hahahaha dont mind. So, here are some photossss (again):










And you know whaaaat? We, the girls, are stronger than ever. We play soccer all day long (not that great hm). We practice a lot in a kinda sport center called 'Mega Futsal'. Be alert guys, cause one step more and we will beat you all haha kidding. And these are some photossss (again and again):

Holiday

Holiday seems no holiday these weeks. Cuma tidur makan tidur makan di rumah doang, paling banter nonton dvd errr. Iya sih pergi, cuma berenang terus nginep rumah tante gua, terus nonton palingan ea. Ohiye, senen kemaren juga ke promnya kelas 3. Gak kerasa banget liburannyaaaaaaaaaaa, bete dyec. Gue mau cerita pas promnya aje kali ya, kayaknya itu yang paling berkesan haha.

Jadi gue disuruh kak Megy ngumpul jam 12 di Crowne Plaza secara tempatnya disitu. Terus, ternyata kata Kak Rara sebenernya kita datengnya jam 3 errrr jadilah tuh kita nunggu 3 jam. Pas akhirnya udah jam 3an gitu, yang penerima tamu disuruh make up sama pake baju. Secara gue sama Diar emang nyampah banget, jadi kita ga pake make up make up-an dan yang lain SEMUANYA make up make up-an hahahaha. Yang nyampah gitu cuma gue, Diar, Tian, sama Eja yang angkatan guenya. Yang laen dapet kostum dan lain lain ck kesenjangan sosial banget.

Jam setengah 5an gitu, semuanya udah selese make up dan lain lain. Mereka entar stand by nya mulai dari jam setengah 6an. Jadi, kita briefing dulu bentaran sama Kak Megy. Tapi, selama itu bajunya Anin belom dateng. Katanya ada sama Kak Ican on the way jadinya Anin belom bisa kemana mana dulu pas itu.

Pas udah jam setengah 6, semuanya langsung stand by di tempat masing masing dan Anin pun masih belom dapet baju. Ternyata oh ternyataaaa, bajunya dia gaada di Kak Ican. Pokokknya ribet ribet gitu, Anin sampe mau dipindah tugaskan gitu gitu akhirnya bajunya ketemu gatau di siapa sekitar jam setengah 8an. Tapi dont worry be happy, acaranya emang ngaret jadi yang harusnya mulai jam setengah 6 jam segitu belom mulai mulai juga.

Acara pun mulai pada akhirnya, guest starnya itu: Take Away, Ecoutez, daaaaaaaaaaaaaan MBAH SURIP! Yes oh yes, that Mbah Surip. Mbah Surip yang itu tuh, yang nyanyi Tak Gendong errrr what a grrrreat guest star gitu gak sih? Terus yang jadi Umi dan Abi (secara temanya Lost in Arabian, jadinya Prom Queen dan Prom Kingnya diganti Umi Abi -,-) itu Kak Renata sama Kak Squid.

It's a hectic day by the way, tapi fun banget kok. Semuanya berjalan lancar banget, thanks buat Kak Megy. Gue yakin kalo gak ada dia, pasti acaranya gak berhasil ckck. And here are some photossss.

PS: The Graduaters look very awesome that night, hmm kapan yak gua gitu? haha

am I?

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Unpredictable -,-

Hari ini pengumuman AFS tahap kedua. And guess what, gue lolos loooh! Gue aja gak nyangka bisa lolos hmm soalnya banyak banget yang jawabannya intelek-intelek gak kayak gueee hahahaha. But anyway, thak god for all his greatfull for me. Aaaah I will take the 3rd test on Sunday. Please pray for me, so I can go somewhere outthere and meet many people and ofcourse tell them the grrrreatness of Indonesia.
By the way, I suddenly made a looklet! I'm new and I'm an ammateur, but I really really want to learn more about this. Cause, it's really fun you know! Check out my looket: click here please! And here are some pictures of my new look, and I really appreciate all of your comments. And one more! I really do want a lots of hearts ;)

UAS

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah madesu. Siap-siap remed semuanya deh nih -,- ck mana LIA juga madesu lagi.

Mesin Waktu

gue abis baca di kaskus.us tentang mesin waktu (klik buat ke sana). dan itu seru banget! jadi ternyata, mesin waktu itu udah ada tapi masih dalam masa pengerjaan. jadi ada 7000 fisikawan dari 80 negara berbeda yang lagi kerja sama buat ngerjain mesin waktu ini. tapi, mesin waktu ini sangaaaat berbahaya. soalnya katanya, dia bisa ngehasilin energi yang panasnya sejuta kalinya inti matahari. bayangin aja -,- parah abis kan? terus kalo ini di coba dan gak berhasil, yang di pertaruhkan ya bumi kita ini.
Abis itu, kan sebelomnya ada post yang nyinggung tentang John Titor (klik buat kesana) dan ternyata, dia itu penjelajah waktu. waktu itu dia dateng ke tahun kita ini, terus dia bilang dia dateng dari tahun 2036. terus dia mau ke tahun 1975 terus ke tahun 2000. gue awalnya juga gak terlalu percaya, tapi banyak perkataan dia yang dibuktiin di kemudian hari.

Tapi bayangin deh kalo Mesin Waktu itu beneran ada. Lo bakal ngapain?