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The truth

Gue lagi pengen yang so sweet, eh temen gue tiba-tiba menghancurkannya begitu saja. Dia bilang gini: pe, itu cuma janji manis. Mana ada yang kayak gitu.

And sadly, yang ngomong cowok-__- jadi kemungkinan ini sangat benar hhh. Terkadang, kebenaran itu ga selalu enak yaaaaa................

Fellasss

I've been thinking about this for days. And I came up with a same conclusion, who needs lover when i've got friends like them?

Really, they're my mood-boosters. Whenever I need someone, I always have them next to me. Cheering me up and else.

I really do lucky to have met and made friends with them....................... Al**dy♥♥♥

Satu lagi!

Maaf maaf, something's forgotten:

Hmmm I dont know how to start writing about this again, but I just wanna tell you that i'm still the same girl you've known and it hurts you know hearing you say that i've changed.

Aaaand, I still hold on with this prestige or dignity thing. So, no matter how big my feeling is, I wont show it up. Is not because I dont feel it, but its because i'm still the girl you've known yesterday. And that girl -me- i'm not that kind of person who can easily showed up their feeling.

So, sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry and again, sorry :'(

Hellooooo again!

Hellooooo, long time no see yac. Maaf ya akyu sibuk-,- terus kemayen disuruh nela ngapdet, yawudah akhirnya gue ngepost dec. Dan bahkan ini dari henfon hhhh. Jadi yaaaaaa, please enjoy the shoow >.<



Firstly, I made this for you
Second, I wish you read this (maybe not know, one day is okay), but I know that wishes dont always become true.
Third, if you read this I hope you will understand it wisely.
Fourth, if you dont dear, I still cant decide whether its a miracle for me or not.
Last, please read it properly. Cause I really do write it with my heart.


I dont know when, where, and how it came.
It just un-explainable.

I dont know is it right or wrong, good or bad.
It just un-thinkable.

I dont know when it'll be dissapear, or even will it be dissapear.
It just un-predictable.

Because loving you is not that simple. I wish it does, but once again wishes dont always become true. Maybe MY wishes always dont came true.

Its sooo easy to say I love you, but only if you do it to the one you dont. And if I do it to everyone, it means nothing because everyone is not you.

Then what? What can I do?

Nothing.

Its easy for all of you to gave me suggestions. But its not that easy for me to do it out loud.

All the reason is you. Boy oh boy, you are the reason why love is not that simple nor easy. And unfortunately I am the one who stuck in this sucks situation. The situation where I'm hardly yet gladly fall in love with you....................... again.

If second chances do exist, I just wanna say i'm sorry. I'm sorry for all bad things i've done. I realized that i've been so cruel that years, and I regret it. Now I believe that carma do exist.

So, please forgive me. I miss you...............



Maaf yac kalo ini sangat menye, abis ga kepikiran topik lain selain topik ini yang sedang hangat hangatnya. Dan plis bangedh diingat kalo gue ga galau apalagi gacin ataupun linglung-..- everyone must pass through this scene ya' know and no matter how hurts it was show must go on.

And once again, if you read this and really do thinks its you, please ACT and UNDERSTAND IT wisely.

Thank you,
Smooches

20:20

Akhirnya, gue sama Gata mendapatkan pekerjaan! Setelah memasuukan cv kesana kesini -___- kita akhirnya bekerjaaaaa! Namun namun bukan pekerjaan dari yang kita kasih cv, tapi dari......................... tereng teng teeeng APOTIK NENEK GUA. Yayaya watever lah pekerjaan apa itu, yang penting gue bisa dapet duit! AAAAAAA bau duit sudah tercium dari sekarang lalala bring my money bring my moneeey. Haus duit nih gue sekarang, disaat yang lain haus kasih sayang -___-

Ngomong-ngomong soal kasih sayang dan HAUS kasih sayaaang, seperinya ay ingin berteriak wuwuwuwu. Bukan karena gue gacin, gacin hanya milik nita dan deva. Bukan karena gue galau, galau hanya milik nela. Bukan karena gue lagi jatuh cinta, jatuh cinta hanya milik dian anggun. TERUS APE PEK? APEEEE? Gue juga gatau apa -___- yak kesimpulan yang menarik.

Hmmm gue gatau gue kenapa, dan gue gatau harus ngomong apa, atau mungkin sebenernya gue gatau mulai ngomong darimana kali ya.

Gue sedih tapi seneng, gue gasuka tapi suka, gue benci tapi sayang, gue bingung. Gue gasuka keadaan yang kayak gini, gue gasuka masalah, mungkin gue cenderung menghindari masalah kali ya. Gue tau itu gaboleh, itu childish dan ga dewasa, tapi gue gasuka ngadepin masalah.

Mungkin lo juga pada bingung sekarang gue ngomongin apa karena ini seperi sedih tak berujung loh? yagadong sudahlah mati saja. Lagi-lagi, gue gatau gue kenapa, dan gue gatau harus ngomong apa, dan gue gatau mulai ngomong darimana.

Just one thing for you to know, I love being myself now. Pleaseeeeeee dont disturb me with all of that tiny un-acceptable things. Walaupun kecil, itu mengganggu gue banget loh. Asal lo tau ajaaaaa :'''''(



♥,
Pea

New year, new term, new class, new friendddd! I love having a lot of friendsssss, but I miss my class before. Gelagela, padahal baru 2 hari pisah dan kemaren gue cabut yang artinya baru sehari gue merasakan ga sekelas sama mereka. Daaaaan gue udah kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeen banget :'(

Kalian tau gak kelas apa yang paling menyenangkan? Kelas XI IPS B Semester 3. Sumpah yaaa itu kelas seru beuddd, walaupun mereka bodoh tapi mereka baik, walaupun mereka gila tapi mereka asik, walaupun mereka bego tapi mereka........................................................ kompak. Semuanya udah nangis, ketawa, bete betean, bahagia, belajar, madol bareng (apasih ini lebay banget). But seriously, I miss them soooooo bad :'(

Tadi pas gue ke kelas IPS yang 1 lagi, Nitha ampe nangis loh ngeliat gue -____- bukan bukan, bukan dengan alesan decay dulu nangis sekelas sama gue kok uhukk. Hmm hmmm kalo di flashback yaa, dulu kita musuhan looooh gue deva kanti lalala sama april decay kasih lalalala gitu. Musuhan bener bener musuhan, bukan boongan hem. Puncak puncaknya masalah tuh pas bulan puasa deh pokokknya. But somehow, pas sekelas kita bisa sangat amat tak terpisahkan. Mungkin karma kali ya kita. But, IF this is a carmaaaaaa I THANK GOD for it.

Akyu anent kalian Social Disasteeeeeeer :'(

(Maaf ya foto-fotonya gak gue atur dengan baik, kebanyakaaan -___-)

Christmas &New Year!

Merry christmas and happy new year! Banyak yang harus dirayain kalo udah akhir taun gini, banyak yang harus dikenang juga, banyak yang harus dijadiin pelajaran, banyak yang lebih baik dilupakan, banyak yang pada akhirnya.................................. hilang begitu saja. Baaat, baydeweey gue hanya ini menjalankan 2010 sebagai taun yang baru dengan sangat baikkkkk membuka lembaran baru dan mencoba melakukan yang terbaik :)